On this journey I was not on a
fixed schedule. I didn't have to be anywhere at any certain time. I had four
days from Saturday to Tuesday where I was free to engage with the process and
allow the experiences to emerge in their own time. My Spiritual Adviser told me
later that "Indian Time or how Mother Theresa time" isn't an excuse for being late for
appointments. It is time to allow the divine to connect with you in the present
like a stream making it's way back to the source.
I had a loose agenda but I was
trying to allow the circumstances to be my guide. I had a few things that I
wanted to do and I wanted to savor each intersecting moment of memory. Where we filled up for gas, where we stopped
for a break, or grabbed some snacks.
Here are a few pictures of these
places. On the surface they may not seem to be attractive or beautiful, however when
revisiting a memory they take on a whole new perspective. Kind of like seeing an old friend after losing touch after many years ...
The other influential component
was the weather. I had been watching the long range forecast and found it
interesting that the only places that had weather reports were Williams Lake
and Bella Coola. There was a gap between these communities and if you
understand the space you realize that the geography changes dramatically within
the space of five hundred kilometers. There was no way to plan or revise your
plan based on the forecast. You would just begin and see what happens. I had
rain gear and all my camping stuff on board so I could adjust accordingly.
Last year I had learned on my
bicycle trip that sometimes feeling discomfort and cold would be part of the
experience. The old man who met me at the beginning of my journey spoke of the
Sun Dance ceremony. In this experience hardship is expected. I knew that while I
was not going to pierce my skin with bone and tie myself to a pole, my hardship would take on a different form.
The other narrative that was in
the back of my mind is that when I was on motorcycle trips with each of my boys,
in direct contradiction of the forecast, we almost never experienced rain. This
trip it looked like I would experience rain, the only question was when it
would come.
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